Oh and add a side of abs to those great tits!

Guess while I'm under I might as well get it all!

Why change?

Because I want to have good boobs. I know. It's shallow. But hey, at least I can admit my shallowness. I like boobs. I like boobs on my sex partner. I like my boobs...they're just not as perky as I want them. The way to get them perky? Lose weight and have surgery.

So, sadly one of my reasons to lose weight is to have good boobs. I may be old...but I'll have great tits!

See, I could have said crap like:

I want to lose weight to feel better and have more energy and while that's true...it's not AS true as I wanna have great tits.

Tick Tock

So much wasted time has just passed me by. The Weight Watcher folks are notorious for saying "Time will pass whether you lose weight or not...might as well try!" It's an excellent point.

My goal is for our household, lesbian though it may be, to eat better. Healthier. Whole foods. Less junk. Although that's a feat in and of itself to separate Gail from her junk foods. She's buying healthier junk food, so that's a plus. The last one was

http://www.taquitos.net/im/sn/MightyBites-SCO.jpg

Sour Cream and Onion Rice Chips. YUM! You get an incredible 30-something chips per serving.

Jumper Cables

I seem to have lost my charge amidst the girlfriend from Georgia moving in and the house being in a complete uproar for three weeks. And honestly, I was nuts for three weeks before she moved in...so there...add that to the time table.

And now I'm up to 269. That's what I weighed this morning. Down from 270 yesterday which freaked me the fuck out. 270!!! How'd THAT happen? 269 is so much nicer, isn't it? It's only a pound, but it puts me in thee 260s which is where I've been for about a year and a half.

The body has changed during that 18 months due to the weight training, but the scale remains in stone.

It must be me. It MUST. BE. ME. That's the only conclusion left.

I'm not doing anything to change my weight. I'm not focused. I'm not "trying" hard enough.

Although, I am doing some things right. And that's what I've focused on while I've not lost any poundage. But it just isnt' good enough any more.

Time to jump start this body into a new place.